An On-Line Journal
by Paul Buceta



2006 01 03 - What's Wrong With Me?

Firstly, I wish everyone has had a great beginning to the new year. For those of you who made resolutions I wish you all the best in seeing them through.

As you may have noticed I haven't been updating my site as often as I have in the past.
This is because I have not been sleeping well for the last few weeks.

Because of my work schedule I find I'm often up until 4 or 5 in the morning editing images.
This in itself is not a big deal but I haven't been able to sleep in as long as I'd like.

Since my sleep schedule has been a bit sporadic I now find I can't sleep.

Tonight for example, I had a shoot all day and was rather tired with a pretty bad headache so I went to bed at midnight which is quite early for me. By 1:30am I had given up tossing and turning and went to my computer to just surf the net.
I tried going to sleep at 4 but after another hour of tossing and turning I'm at the computer again.
If this was just a random occurrence - No problem.

However, this is no random happening for me.
Over the last two weeks I don't think I have slept more that 4 hours a night.

Needles to say, I'm perpetually tired and lacking all creativity. This explains why I haven't been updating my site.

Right now for instance I wish I could just shut down the computer and get some sleep.

Anyone have any suggestions as to how I can get some sleep?